So i don't really talk to people (in general) cause they are scary and intimidating and i am socially awkward. No matter how friendly people are, i won't talk to anybody unless they talk to me first. Yes you may call me selfish but thats not it. And I'd really like to talk to everyone cause i really want to smile at them and say hi and ask them hows their day and be a friend to everyone yet i know people find it hard to actually have a conversation with me cause i just don't get it and i don't really blame them cause i don't get myself too. I just wish I was more outgoing ): And maybe the reason i don't talk to you as much as i'd like to is because you're weird and all i can say is hi or maybe because i don't really have anything to say to you and you talk about things that are really uh, out of the ordinary. And maybe the reason why i don't say anything is because i can't find the right words to say. So i'm real sorry to those i don't talk to. i don't mean it i swear. I would talk to you, but you don't need me anymore.

Labels: 30 day challange, to people