people r so weird ok if you want to say something then just say it; people can't read ur bloody mind fuck. thoughts shouldn't even exist if all they do is kill you. i can't take anymore of this shit: you waltz into my life, pretending nothing had happened like srsly what the fuck. I don't want someone who comes to me because they have nobody else. so everyone is making me sick, i don't really know i feel like such a cunt today and i guess i have nobody to blame and nobody actually understand how bad this shit actually hurts. All i want is to be ok. (i think my mood swings are like bahjfgwgtiquh i should just be a guy instead.) I think i'm fucking weird rn, i just don't fucking get anybody. And it hurts my brain just thinking about school already.

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