Since its sports day tomorrow(!!!!!) i am planning on getting high/hugs/milo. omg milo milo milo. i keep thinking that today is friday ok. Cause friday=band Shit so many people are sad today ): y nobody smile. There's this like sadness hanging in the air y y y. I miss sandra so much ): I miss her laughter, i miss her smile, i miss how she makes everybody happy, her hugs. I just...don't know ok. And yes i miss all those times. All those times when I was truly happy. And now, i just wish i was more happy more often, i wish everybody wouldn't fake laughter and smiles anymore. It just hurts so much looking at somebody and realising that you won't fucking understand them at all. "I know you don't love me. " I fucking get it ok. oh choir people y u no go sports day #sad girl is sad. Everybody has a life but me ok cool i shall go have a life by myself. fuzzy y u no get lyfe? The worst thing about being unable to do anything when someone is sad, is when you actually see the tear rolling down their cheek while they lie that they're ok. fucking heartbreaking ok fuck fuck fuck.
I haven't talk to you because i don't know what to say.

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