Sigh its 211 and i can't sleep. Not that i'm not trying but i just can't. When all i can is feel fucked for myes omg stress. Who ever said that people perform better under stress omg srsly no bitch no. I am so dead for tuesday ok maybe more than that even. Ok i know i can't blame anybody cause i brought this upon myself. Chemistry will kill me cause i haven't fucking learn it yet fuck procrastination. I have no chemistry with chemistry and nobody gets that. Everybody's having their time of their live and i can't handle this no more. Where do you go to escape from yourself? I have no idea what geog is about oh fuck i swear i don't even know where we're tested until and i can't remember a single shit on rivers and coasts. Maybe its not that hard but i don't see where we're actually going with this. Honestly. And then theres maths dum dum dum wow ok so just very dead please feed me to the lions. I'm feeling so wasted now. I should go to sleep so that i can wake up for glee/food/chemistry. Maybe dying in my sleep would be pretty. Ok off i go, please please make tomorrow a good productive day and make all the shit i'm suppose to know go inside my head please, i can't help studying my best and not knowing anything please help me xx.

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