FARZ (she/her)
27/SG
definitely not who you think i am
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"I have come to love myself, for who I am, for who I was, and for who I hope to become.”
- Joon |
Sunday, November 13, 2011
10:39 PM
And you never were and you never will be mine.
I actually like 12/11/11 better than 11/11/11. But i actually hate myself more each day. I feel so stupid. Probably never going to grow up at all. I'm still stuck in my fantasy land that everything going to be ok in the end. But it doesn't. And guys like pretty girls. And me lol i am a toad. Ok lah toads are pretty in their own way too so i don't even deserve to be a toad. Whoever who says, "I don't judge." is probably a liar cause humans are programmed to be this imperfect.
“When person A loves person B," he began, "person A gets upset at the thought of never seeing person B again."
He meant me. He meant he loved me. But now I knew that love was a poisonous thing. It had turned me into a murderer. I would die with my secret before I would tell. "It's better that way," I lied, "because person B doesn't love person A back.” Labels: personal |