"I have come to love myself, for who I am, for who I was, and for who I hope to become.”
- Joon |
Saturday, December 29, 2012
3:50 AM
L for life
So. Working has been interesting. It makes me miss school and all the teachers and just everybody. I feel so awkward cause everybody speaks malay and i'm like ...........ok. Its been almost a month since i started working. Its okay i guess. There's babies and little kids and free food and nice people. Working made me realise that i don't actually want to grow up. But i learn at work too. I learnt that tomatoe is more viscous than chilli sauce. I realised that sometimes in life bitches ask the most irrelevant questions about food and ridiculous requests. I SWEAR THAT SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE ROLLING MY EYES AND GIVING THEM THE "ARE YOU SERIOUS BITCH" LOOK. but i dont because i'm a professional.......service staff. its 3:25 am and i have no idea why i am not asleep. working has also made me put off all my other to do after o's activities.....uh like losing weight. #suchajoke seriously and when i tell people my pay they give me looks of disbelief like "why farzana why would you work for minimum wage" well, i work for the experience and i think it priceless I still have my phuket post but HAHA cant find my camera usb cable thingy so cant upload all the pictures i took. yay 2012 is coming to an end but i dont want 2013 to come i'm truly terrified for the release of the olevel results what if i can't get into mj (but i love tp too) sigh decisions. its been 2 years..........and i miss you still i just missed all the times we talked. i havent been talking to anyone and i need to grad cards so i guess i'll pour out all the shit feelings there then. And i have no idea of nothing. Happy 2013 :-) dont stress be happy. new year resolutions: be nicer to people and smile at everybody/be happier/stop bitching/study harder/fulfil my duty toward god better. (i'll be back when i find my usb cable) Labels: alphabet letters |