FARZ (she/her)
27/SG
definitely not who you think i am


"I have come to love myself, for who I am, for who I was, and for who I hope to become.”

- Joon

Monday, February 7, 2011 9:33 PM
you say goodbye, i say hello.
k hi life is so gr8 i'm not in the mood for anything and i've been really good today cause i did my work (please please make me smarter by not studying) k so apparently there's bio test tomorrow and i didn't know any my sciences sux so bad i'll go for remedials ): ok so i got booked again what is this shit grr can't get another one cause i don't like detention cause i have better things to do with my time. k wow, so i don't really feel like facing anybody, cause i feel terrible and everyone is so gr8 and yet i'm not worth caring for so everybody should just delete me from your contacts, your life even please. Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either. There isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. Ok so who da fuq do you think you are. (actually i think i'm gr8 *cries* but nobody actually realise my greatness because i is a unicorn and my awesomness intimidates them. All i want to do is hide under my blanket right now. 2011 will be the most fucked up year of my (almost) 15 years and yet somehow i feel that i'm going through the bad alone.
I'm sorry i constantly want to talk to you. I'm sorry when you take so long to reply, I get sad. I'm sorry if I think about you too much. I'm sorry if I come off as annoying. I'm sorry if you don't want to talk to me as much as I want to talk to you.(not really referring to anyone so stfu)

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