I'm just so fucking scared ok. I'm scared of my thoughts/disappointing people/whatever thats going to happen next/change. I don't even know how long i can stay strong anymore. Its not that easy you know. You don't know what anybody is going through right now. You think you know how they're feeling by looking at their face, you think you know what their thinking by looking at their twitter/tumblr/facebook/blog. But you actually...don't. You think you know that person but then you realise that even those you love keep secrets from you. Its not that they're not honest with you, they just really don't know how to let you in. You can look at a person and think that they're perfectly fine when they're actually breaking inside and there's a thousand things running through their mind. I feel so lost now and i'm torn between everything. I know life will get easier, but i just wish for it to get easier soon (please). I just need someone to tell me that everything will turn out just fine.

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