animosity
the lack of understanding
among family

what is family
i wish i knew but i don't
what happened to us

constant bouts of fits
daily battle of volume
pillows damn, doors slam

every family has its difficulties but i dont even know if mine exists?????
it's like the social fabric has weakened that we're only here because we're bound by our last name
it's like you dont want to be a part of this family
it's like you are obligated to raise me because i am your child
it's like you want to control me just because you can't control her

i am so sick of the constant pining for the love
i am so sick of the crying the shouting the emotions
i just want everything to be ok
like it used to be
when everything was simpler
when everyone was happier
when we were closer





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