i thought i was over not being able to go sep but with w and k talking about exchange, i just felt sort of.... left out
i guess you can say that i feel jealous of them being able to experience something quintessential to university life while i just exist in singapore and stay within my comfort zone

i mean i can apply for y3s2 but i'm a bit hesitant for reasons which include:
1. i don't have the financial means - not smart enough for a scholarship, not poor enough for a bursary, (but ironically i'm poorer than said friend), and like i just don't know - i know my parents will only finance me out of obligation, but i know it would put a stress on their finance and i just don't know

2. i don't want to miss hari raya and well fasting overseas may be another challenge, but idk

idk man uni has got me all like im a terrible student an underachiever a good for nothing

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