|  "I have come to love myself, for who I am, for who I was, and for who I hope to become.” 
 - Joon | 
Saturday, October 21, 2017 
10:03 AM 
 sounds from a distance 
it gets closer and louder 
heavy-hearted sigh 
miss those days where people hear the sound of the karang guni man and they would actually call for the karang guni 
now it's like people close doors and don't open them 
is it we have no junk to sell or we think that we can get a better deal from elsewhere 
nostalgia sucks, i think the more i grow up the more i'm going to look back and miss things 
i don't know man, i wish things were the same and everybody was equal i mean technology is good but it's not good for everyone so what happens to them? 
i know my parents are not great parents, but i know they try to be 
but i wish they were better parents or maybe i'm just a terrible child 
i'm an adult but all i want to do  
is be a child 
i want to be brave and independent and strong and just do things that i want to do 
without having to think 
my lack of faith is worrying me 
like i do believe but i don't believe strong enough 
please help me return to you  Labels: personal |