o wow what a crippling headache + weekend of cleaning just makes me want to have a small open plan studio flat (ok i have 11 years to make this a reality) 
day 10 of 30
"glamorous" "crippling debt"
day 11 of 30 
have begun to forgot the days - to mail or not to mail
day 12 of 30
@ikea please define "bulky items" if you want to charge $70 for delivery
day 13 of 30
please stop calling my name
day 14 of 30
stop questioning me
day 15 of 30
going to bed at 6.30am and waking up at 12pm is not sustainable
day 16 of 30
why do i keep buying household stuff
day 17 of 30
where r u @ period - pls come either before sunrise or after sunset
day 18 of 30
false alarm
day 19 of 30
stop taking out your anger at me
day 20 of 30
keep bleeding love
day 21 of 30
i'm so tired
day 22 of 30
in today's baking: sourdough but not really??
day 23 of 30
how is life is fair when i work my butt off to make some actual dough and you don't but you still get paid
day 24 of 30
stop being lazy bij
day 25 of 30
why was i excited for my ikea parcel delivery - i can't diy for bolts or nuts
day 26 of 30
intense want to move out feels
day 27 of 30
don't know if i should bother anymore if my efforts are not appreciated
day 28 of 30
mood: ugh y m i so lazy
day 29 of 30
shouldn't couldn't wouldn't
day 30 of 30
life is part suria drama