day 18 of 56, 1:53
should be sleeping but i need to be up in 3 hours anyway hey
hope this ramadan is a good one - but tbh
if i have to deal with DI it probably won't be

what if i'm the devil

list of things i appreciate this circuit breaker: 
- netflix partying (trashy) reality tv shows with k
- zoom mukbang and hth
- a non-laggy quizarium bot (because i am competitive af in being dumb)
- writing postcards that i don't know when i'm going to mail them out
- ice-cold drinks
- 20s karaoke in an empty lift
- not seeing DI


day 1 of 30, 12:46
went back to sleep after subuh and i woke at 12
i guess why i got annoyed at DI when she asked me about the ramadan experience because i quote "i think m/m do less work during fasting month, especially now cannot go out and eat so need to cook food to break fast"

i know like my experience is not typical of other muslims which is why i replied to her "everybody is different what it depends on the person"

because tbh the only thing we all have in common is that we don't eat/drink
am thankful for being so privileged
but will this shelter be my downfall?

still day 1 of 30, 17:25
guess am in for a month of family drama

why is it not ok when i don't listen to you but it is ok when you don't listen to me

are terrible communication skills in my blood

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