was watching an episode of queer eye and karamo was wearing a shirt with the above words

like i am acutely aware of my low level of self-confidence
keep on telling myself "i am good enough" but obviously i don't believe in it
how do i fake it till i make it

lol

mood: reading past journal entries, playing music from the 00s and reflecting
(is it weird that i can still remember song lyrics from a decade ago)

- me and lateness: common theme throughout my life, from receiving late slips  for being late to school to clocking into work late to meetups with friends - i am a mess, but i also would like to think and acknowledge that i have been improving (maybe)
- less capitalist more environmental: becoming increasingly conscious of my consumption so like i try to buy less stuff (and where possible second hand) - looking at my room idk if i will ever be a minimalist :")
- me thinking back on everybody i ever had a mini-crush on: HAHAHA *cries with david archuleta's song as bgm* i also remember all my girl crushes a lot more vividly than my boy crushes
- things i still cannot do even at 24 include: climb a monkey bar, ride a bike

i also just realised people who i get annoyed at are people who.... talk a lot; are insistent on making awkward  conversations with me which would rather not partake in; get up all in my personal space [re: dt, roger, sh, di]

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