1. taking shit
another DI-related rant
she's entitled to her own opinion as i am to mine
she may think that i am moody and rude and attribute it to the workload
but she really does not deserve my respect
i have been so patient with her for months but even i have a limit
i don't know how to manage her i really can't stay calm when dealing with her like she just brings out the worse in me and i really really really hate the person i am when i have to deal with her
she makes my anxiety attacks so bad

(i'm sorry for verbalising my anger towards her at my laptop whenever she messages me)

will telling her even do anything cause she's so defensive "can you please listen to me"

i just want her to be self-aware of how her actions is affecting me

  2. being shit
i am such a toxic friend because i am filled with so much negativity
like i really don't want to burden friends because they have their own problems to deal with!!!!
life is challenging for everyone i understand this!!!!

i'm sorry i am a shit human being

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