sigh

i really wanted to be patient with you this month

but

you just had to annoy the shit out of me

???? irrelevance ????

how to be nice if being nice means you get stepped on and taken for granted

co-star said nobody is allowed to make me feel like shit on a regular basis

but i still feel like shit (daily)


(will i ever stop complaining about work)

i really really really want/need to go for a massage but i not bougie enough to want to pay for S$120++ for a 2 hour massage (i can have multiple 2 hour massages in other southeast asian countries with the same amount)
but i am not in other southeast asian countries because covid


but my muscles are knotted and i want to relax and not think about the work i have yet to do because your deadlines are wack

/edit, 1:17pm
life is not ok if you dream about work stuff

/edit, 10:22pm
the letters d and i  are the first two words that make up the male anatomy -
they also make up the name of the top cause of my frustrations and agony
coincidence i think not

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