does anyone keep looking at something they create and just think,

"wow it's so gross why did i think it was a good idea then"

(but you don't make any major changes cause you don't have time to re-innovate shit)

been consumed with a lot of these thoughts lately especially with all the writing/design things i have been doing for work (also does not help that i do not get feedback.... because even if they think it's ok i still think my work is trash) 

i am trash ha HA ha sigh when will this self doubt stop

but tbh will anybody say my work is shit to my face, besides the voice in my head?

people around me are either too nice or i am just mean to myself  

third month on traineeship and have i accomplished anything? 

(i don't know)

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