almost halfway through my traineeship 

i did a stocktake of the things I did thus far and even though it doesn't feel like a lot i have done much

and i should stop thinking i haven't done much :")

nice to hear people say nice things even though i don't deserve it 

but not nice to have people ask me what i want to do after this because i don't know what i want 

is it aprils fool or am i the fool 

aye need to stop liking younger guys why do i do this to myself :") 

first w and now a 

fk you cute boos but you will just remain a fleeting crush and nothing more

4 months in and I've never met students with such entrepreneurial drive in university before so I guess that's refreshing

parts of my traineeship i do not like: the public transport journey back home ha HA ha sigh, COMMS

also sigh watched seaspiracy and cowspiracy (again) this weekend

and i just feel that the human and the capitalist system sux 

how do we get rid of inequality 

/edit 8 April

why the fuck do i bother 

writing a whole damn thing but not having my work being recognised 

really just?????

what's the point in me giving my 110% if all they need is 30%

i am both upset and i just can't 

what do i do 

/edit 10 April

me still has feelings but let me blame this on my period that is coming soon

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