Do I really need it? I really don't have any idea. But i really really really like to have either fisheye/diana mini camera though. But i really don't know. Is it worth lying to my parents about it and keep hiding it and not being able to use it openly le sigh. #suckswhen you can't make a decision. #suckswhen you don't have enough money for both. #suckswhen i lie to my parents. I don't like lying. But i don't like not having what i want but WAH FUCK STRESS LAH. Nobody is going to care they all will think i am a stuck up anjing betina so. Diana mini is roughly 106bux and fisheye1 is 95bux and if i buy either one plus a roll or two of film, it'll cost >110bux. but lol i want to buy on thursday which is the day i have oral and i'm going to be like the 2nd last one so die die die i'll end at 5++ and then i'll be too lazy and so ): cannot buy then must buy next week wlao eh sad sia. But do i need it do i do i. I don't know. Is my want same as my need. Or maybe i need more time to think hmmmmmmm. wo bu zhi dao sia stress je apa ni i need to study for my chemistry test and i need to baca my melayu or not i memalukan myself only tomorrow. shit why can't everybody just get that i'm shy and that i hate doing public speaking. I'm not good with words and then you make me speak stressful k sigh sigh siapa kawan baik saya? saya tak tahu saya tidak ada kawan ok saya selamalamanya sematamata. Hmmm i still don't know if i should buy cause they will think i act cool je wah fuck.

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