I guess i have been feeling empty since i turned 15 but i'll be happy soon ☺☺☺☺ ok hmm so it feels good to not be stressing about anything but i'd give anything to have the holidays back again. But i'd do things differently i guess, by going places i've never been before in singapore just to feel alive. I really really really want my sister to do culinary arts cause food makes everyone happy ☺ and then she can cook for me cause my mom is doing a lousy job of that right now. I know i'm no better but still. If i could, i'd like to be a fairy who gives ice cream to people, to put a smile on their face cause ice cream makes the emptiness go away. Ok hmmm never realise that yakult tasted ok. I do things i wish i didn't do and lol tomorrow will suck cause monday is going to be blue. I keep forgetting stuff but since i forget them they mustn't  be very important. Hmmm, everyone can think what they want to cause honestly i'm tired of answering to them and at the end of the day they don't matter. ok goodnights i don't really know what i am doing but i shall pretend that i do.
"You can think, just don't think so much." #hardtodo

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