In-fat-u-a-tion [in-fach-oo-ey-shuhn] 
1. the state of being infatuated.
2. the act of infatuating.
3. foolish or all-absorbing passion or an instance of this: a mere infatuation that will not last.

 Love [luhv]
 1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3. sexual passion or desire.

COME COME I LIST DOWN MY CRUSHES FOR YOU.
1. FOOD.
2. EVERY OTHER GUY THAT I SEE.

(But both makes me sad cause 1 makes me fat and 2 breaks my heart)
 I am fat and I don't like exercising so I'll be fat forever. And so nobody will love me. But still, a girl can dream right? And ho ho ho ho. Smart boys are fucking attractive ok. Hmm, i should stop having crushes on people that don't give a shit about me. But then again who gives a shit about me anyways. But its just infatuation right and not love so life sucks cause everybody's really just infatuated with one another and not really in love. I'll tell you whats love, its when you see an old couple still standing strong by each other despite everything - thats love - the way they look adoringly into each others eyes and hold each others wrinkly hand.
10 years in a girls school makes me certified nun. What did i just do to myself oh well at least if i dont have any other place to stay i can run to the convent. The only sucky point about being in a girls school is that you would be "Fuck why is everybody fucking attractive and skinny and here i am a pile of fats." every fucking day.

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