"You have beautiful eyelashes."
Some one told me that today. First time the words "you" and "beautiful" that were in the same sentence were said to me. I was actually real happy but then I stared thinking.
And i wondered if i was beautiful to anyone. Then i realised i wasn't beautiful at all. And my eyelashes are just meh.
I wished i was beautiful tho.

On another hand, I wished i could look straight in your eyes and tell you but.fuck it you know what. There's nothing left to say. All the words that were left hanging before have all disappeared. I guess i was too late. But they say "Better late than never." so i'm going to make it a point to tell you i'm sorry next year (and maybe everyone else too).

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