FARZ (she/her)
27/SG
definitely not who you think i am
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"I have come to love myself, for who I am, for who I was, and for who I hope to become.”
- Joon |
Thursday, August 29, 2013
10:39 PM
its okay its okay its okay (its not okay)
feel my life crumbling away s l o w l y
//sad post filled with sad emotions and sad songs playing in the background//
1 - never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting
c left again
this time i didn't say bye
nor did i cry
for one who was once a part of me
emptiness and heart aches strike
leaving me empty
would things be different
if i had tried to save us
but it was always like me
to break apart
without me
everyhing would be okay
anyway
2 - burden (something that is emotionally difficult to bear)
I wish i wasn't one
it's not fun
nobody likes a burden
nobody likes me
each time i'm alone
at the end of the line
i wonder why
when i know why
3 - lies are half truths
lies are okay
to tell a child
who had a seed
and swollowed it
by accident
"you won't die"
they said
lying was okay
the only thing
was that a tree
would grow inside
of you hidden from
the sun
told you i ate a seed today
you just stared at me
incredulously
without any sugar coated words
you stated a fact
now i wish you hadn't lied
then
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