FARZ (she/her)
27/SG
definitely not who you think i am


"I have come to love myself, for who I am, for who I was, and for who I hope to become.”

- Joon

Wednesday, November 27, 2013 11:20 PM
a week in my life
its been a long 7 days this november and probably one of the best weeks i had in a while now

20/11/2013
celebrated momsie's 50th at Straits Kitchen
liked food
liked family
liked dressing up
hated heels which soles broke after dinner

21/11/2013
had section lunch + lam + yj +zy + sh opposite school after sectionals
helped an old lady
realised some tj people are nice
paris went missing today :-( why paris how paris

22/11/2013
waited for g for an hour at i12
walked to kim's house
was a fail surprise
saw her doggy pee
went up to her beautiful (messy) room
are her birthday cupcakes

23/11/2013
graduated from teens alive today
regretted wearing heels
stood forever
regretted going for the graduation
to collect a certificate that i crumpled later
saw a dead black and white cat
found paris :-')

24/11/2013
began freaking out for band camp cause haven't packed bag
wondered if i'll be homesick
went for the musical "Starlight Express" at MBS
hall was rather empty (almost)
nobody judged me

25/11/2013
day 1 of band camp
combine in the morning & afternoon before having wet games
proud but awkward group leader of group 3 (wanling, simin xianzheng, ray, arthur and junrong) where there were 3 shorties (all the boys are tall ok ugh)
awkward lunch with group minus arthur and wanling
got wet during wet games WHOO hehe

26/11/2013
day 2 of band camp
woke up early because i couldn't sleep
bathed alone in the toilet
had nutella for breakfast
combine + sectionals before having telematches
had fun flouring people at the maze game
realised how fucking intelligent ray is
wanted a brain like his
bathed with sh and isabelle
we were fucking loud guys
(s leong knocked on the toilet door)
sh was singing a seashell song cause she thought she was a mermaid
was fucking embarrassed but hilarious at the same time
bath continued in silence
freaking out for night walk cause i'm scared
watched MAMA
and the only reason why it wasn't scary cause everybody was making a whole lot of noise
intended to watch another scary movie but audio wasn't working
had nightwalk after with wanling, sarah, ray, amir and raihan
i swear me, amir and raihan were scared
we were basically the only trio which screamed at every station
oh god we literally took 1 step forward and 5 steps back
xiaodan, syaz and simon literally had to force us to go to the next station
held hands HAHA because we all damn scared
i was literally imagining something popping up from every corner
was laughing at every station too cause the boys reaction were damn funny
wanted to pee cause it was hilarious and scary and just urges
but we all survived night walk
proud of you guys :-')

27/11/2013
last day of camp
had combine and lips were awfully tired
need better intonation help
had section lunch+ lam + syaz after camp at bedok point
suffering from camp withdrawal symptoms
gonna miss all the juniors once fiesta is over
I CRY I SWEAR
i think they're all fucking talented (especially the sec 3 gang from st gabriel's)
their tone is really really really nice
and they are all really really nice and funny
and a smells really nice
(sorry i damn creeper)
just  a week to fiesta whoop whoop haven't sold any tickets yet i cry

thank you exco (the last one to sleep and the first to wake up) for creating a wonderful (1st) band camp experience filled with joy and laughter
hope you all rest well
love you tjcsb


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