b for baik

b for bullshit

b for bastard

b for bitter

why not?

decided to not force my body out of bed because 

i wanted to run

                            run far far away

somewhere real                               

                                                                        far

far from grades and homework

away from shitty boys and fake 'hi's

i needed a break

from heartbreak

d got an a like wow congrats guess what subject you'll get another a in - how to be an asshole

on another note i got back my mct results and let's just say they won't make you go

"wow fantastic baby"

i have nobody to blame for my shitty grades except me and i am sorry that i am a shit person that i can't live up to anybody's expectation cause all i will ever hand to them is shit maybe this is a lesson to not have any hopes on me unless they want shit in exchange

this is a wake up call

this is my wake up call

this is gonna be the only b you're gonna get in your life farzana

so pull yourself and get your shit together