I win this hands down. I can't blame anybody for anything. I'm feeling so tuiqgtliuqgfg now and yet its just so hard, hard to tell anyone anything. Sometimes, i wished i listened to my heart instead of my head so that maybe instead of getting heartaches i would keep getting headaches. #sadlol i really am tired i wished i could really say 'i don't really care.' but deep down only my heart knows that i actually do. ok why do i keep feeling like this.
Head: Dear heart, i'm really sorry for breaking you. I'm sorry i didn't listen to you more often. I don't really mean to be so controling but i really don't mean to ignore your feeling. I just want to do the right thing. I don't really want you to follow your heart, give in to your feelings and not care about the consequences. I know i don't always make the best decisions and that i always regret them but trust me at that time it really felt like the right thing to do.
Heart: I'm not ready to forgive you, so please stop trying to make me.