(Why did you have to get yourself into this mess.You really like feeling hurt do you. Why can't you forget all the non important stuff and remember the ones that are. OK FACE IT YOU ARE JUST SO BLOODY ANNOYING, YOU CAN'T ERASE YOUR PAST CAN'T YOU. YOU CAN'T. BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST THAT USELESS. SO FUCKING WEAK. why can't you let go. is it that hard. you can always start again.please stop making it difficult for yourself. nobody thinks about the past anymore, cause they're looking forward to the present. oh god, go and sleep. you're thinkng too much. Oh god bitch you should get a life worth living. You know what, you deserve to feel this way. You're so sad and what not and its all your fault. Aren't you done with this shit. You should go get a hobby. You should do some good to the world. Instead of complaining about your sad life. Its not the end of the world you know and its been so fucking long. why do you like to keep stabbing yourself in the same place over and over again, are you hoping that you'll feel numb one day. Well guess what you wont, cause you're just going to get more heartaches, and waste more tears and time. You can't get back what you lost please understand this.Maybe that time you were blind, so maybe this time you could try searching with eyes wide open. You can deal with this. You are strong enough. You got to move on. ) This is what happens when my brain is in a turmoil. There's nothing wrong with talking to myself ok. Fuck you.

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