"I have come to love myself, for who I am, for who I was, and for who I hope to become.”
- Joon |
Sunday, April 14, 2013
5:15 PM
my heart is so tired
I like to think that you're into me but HAHAHA (who am i kidding ) You're just being a nice senior. And me a horrible junior. What are feelings even. I don't know them. I don't get it i don't get butterflies when i see you i don't get sweaty palms i dont blush i don't feel my heart racing yet i just want to see your face because i know you'll care. they way you say "how are you" the way you smile fuck. I should stop being Newland Archer. Stop the love-hate relationship my mind has. Stop thinking. Stop expecting. Start loving. Start giving. |