FARZ (she/her)
27/SG
definitely not who you think i am


"I have come to love myself, for who I am, for who I was, and for who I hope to become.”

- Joon

Sunday, April 14, 2013 5:15 PM
my heart is so tired
I like to think that you're into me but HAHAHA (who am i kidding ) 
You're just being a nice senior. 
And me a horrible junior.
What are feelings even. I don't know them.
I don't get it i don't get butterflies when i see you i don't get sweaty palms i dont blush i don't feel my heart racing yet i just want to see your face because i know you'll care.
they way you say "how are you" 
the way you smile 
fuck.
I should stop being Newland Archer.
Stop the love-hate relationship my mind has.
Stop thinking.
Stop expecting.
Start loving.
Start giving.

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