FARZ (she/her)
27/SG
definitely not who you think i am


"I have come to love myself, for who I am, for who I was, and for who I hope to become.”

- Joon

Monday, July 8, 2013 11:06 PM
"can somebody press the button"


1145 i left the house even though you told me to leave at 1130

1156 saw Mr Fi decked in purple (what's new) and texted you saying i'll be late

1159 ran to the mrt station from the bus interchange

1202 waiting for train at tampines and was trying to act all cool at the platform while attempting to take a picture of the purple fi.

1206 boarded the train while freaking out cause i was late

1214 still sweating on the train

1218 saw p on said train

1247 reached harbourfront and called you

1252 found golden village and tried to look for you guys in the long queue, walked around twice

1254 called you again and you told me to walk up the stairs

1255 "hi dork"

1301 you guys bought tickets to now you see me

1302 up the escalator to find a spot to camwhores literally laughing and being public nuisances

1309 wanted to disturb the couple outside by asking them to take a photo of us with k but it started to rain.

1320 been walking around the level trying to find a good camwhore spot (we tried the toilet even)

1322 decided to take outside and brave the rain and it turned out glamorously unglam and g even said "can somebody press the button!!!!1!"

1325 walked around looking for food settled on carls junior

1326 didn't have the heart to tell you guys it wasn't halal cause you guys had a movie to catch

1327 s literally ran to the empty seat shocking a guy; k and i just laughed

1329 camwhored with g's phone quite faily (don't like samsung guys cause i don't know???)

1333 ordered an oreo shake

1345 saw g's og mate (ok patrick was cuter than any tj guy i've ever seen?? and seriously ya not a lie)

1357 tempted to ask patrick to help us take photos butttt

1359 tried to find ways to have a group shot

1401 piggybacked k//successful group shot (i'd like to think so)

1403 asked guy to help take polaroid shots which turned out not rally pretty and blurry but good enough

1405 ran to gv

1406 group hug twice while you guys were late for the movies made plans for the next meet up

1415 train ride back to bedok with l

1459 bought starbucks to end the perfect day ever


a day with the lovelys made me realise how much i actually love tkgs minus all the imperfections and even though i look totally horendous in all those polaroids and even though they were horribly taken and are super blur and all; feelings are real. LOVE U GUYS ALL SO MUCH YOU MADE ME LAUGH SO MUCH MORE HARDER THAN JC HAS IN LESS THAN TWO HOURS xx friends like you guys are for keeps

can't wait to meet up with the rest and all

(on a side note: i have small asian eyes?????so much for being malay)
wayyy excited for school and elearning so much excitement in the air.

#tk4lyfe #proudtkgian

/edit on 9 July

miss tk
miss working at sr
miss going to uk

don't miss tj i know this is unhealthy
honestly i could think of a million reasons why tj sucks but ok i shouldn't?? because i am in the school so wallowing in whatever pity i have is just gonna lower whats left of my self respect
i try loving the school but honestly it doesn't give me any much reasons to do so.
i mean tk/sr/uk was great cause of the people and the place.....................
but tj is just (maybe its just me but really)

i miss f real badly but he's probably back to school and not working anymore. oh god i miss him and his jimmy nuetron hair and his smell of breath mints and his eyes when they smile and his intense face when he worked as the barista for the first time. okay yay should stop just miss him the most. could honestly write a whole post about f (maybe) maybe i'll do it if i ever see him again which will be like one in a million chance (seeing how he lives like in woodlands and takes his diploma in malaysia) but sigh

pumped up for ramadhan not so much for school
till then

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